Reinventing C

Thought I would kill two birds by telling you a little about myself while telling you how I will change myself: (inspired by an article)

Summary of part of the article- How to reinvent yourself:

• Stop allowing messages from your past to control your thinking about the future.
• Monitor how you teach others to treat you
• Stop measuring your insides to everyone else's outsides

I tend to think about the past a lot. I mean, I'm borderline living in the past. I wasn't always like this. I used to be really gung ho and lived in the future, and then life crushed me in a couple unusual ways, and now I feel real negative about a lot of things. I need to look forward again and live in the moment and stop anticipating a repeat of past struggles.

I tend to do what they said in the article- Instead of waiting for someone to do something I usually go "Fuuuuccckkk!! I'll just do it myself!" or I tend to have people flake on me a lot and I need to make it clear that that is unacceptable. I'm so laid back that I tend to seem easygoing about shit like that and I need to fix that.

I should stop comparing myself to others. 'Nuff said.